Life

I recently ran into one of my childrens elementary school teachers.  She talked about how she is retired and totally enjoying life.  How wonderful that is!  How envious I am.  I don't know how to obtain that one.  Sad and ashamed to admit, but I can't remember how long its been since I really enjoyed anything, much less life. I have so much for which I am sooo greatful, yet I am miserable. This has got to change.  How you say?  Beats me.